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chosha_sama
Woo! Welcome to my fanfic journal...there will likely only be fics for FMA,
Gravitation and possibly at some point in the future Loveless, Saiyuki and Juuni Kokki. So yeah.
-Bands-
Tool, A Perfect Circle, Muse, AFI, Metallica, Millencolin, Shihad, System of a Down,
Smashing Pumpkins, The Bleeders, Yamato Ensemble, Asian Kung-fu Generation, L'arc~en~Ciel
-Movies-
Would you believe I really don't watch many movies? But those that I do...
Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Dogma
-Anime-
FMA, Gravitation, Bleach, Twelve Kingdoms, GitS:SAC, Peacemaker Kurogane, Saiyuki, Loveless, Rurouni Kenshin, D.N.Angel, Fruits Basket,
Witch Hunter Robin, Excel Saga
-Books-
Wheel of Time series, Discworld Series, Crystal Singer series, Homer, Harry Potter series.
-Games-
Halo, Fable
Not much really. Peas, I s'pose.
Ack. I may fill this out one day. But probably not. Instead you get...
CURRENT FAVOURITE LYRICS
"This Time Imperfect" ~~ AFI
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear, here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)
You don't care that it haunts me.
Oh,
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
Just how much this, hurts me.
Just how much you...
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Growing up doesn’t mean giving up your dreams;
Where everything is possible and nothing’s as it seems.
Dream a place of Stardust skies and never giving up;
Because growing up doesn’t mean giving up your dreams.
Growing up does not mean giving up on the beautiufl and wonderful dreams of childhood. We are only truly lost when we forget those simple dreams of youth. It is perhaps as we grow older, and life more dark and gray, that we need those innocent dreams of the impossible the most. Never let them go, and hold them ever in your heart.
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| The Dirge of WTF |
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July 7th, 2008 at 7:42pm] |
Title: The Dirge of WTF
Chapters: Too many
Genre: Crack. WTF. Fantasy. Shouldneverhavebeenwritten
Warnings: This makes no sense whatsoever
Rating: pretty harmless for now.
Pairings/Characters: Vincent!Hyde, Cloud!Gackt, Cid!Chacha, haven't thought of the others.
Synopsis: Once upon a time, there was a fair princess named Hyde.
Comments: This is the stupidest freaking thing I've ever written. I put it down to being awfully sick and unable to breath properly while playing Dirge of Cerberus, then getting thinking about how Hyde would make a great Vincent...and yeah. Read if you like, but it's goddamned stupid XDDD
( The Dirge of WTF )
TBC...probably.
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| That's All I Want |
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March 10th, 2008 at 10:21pm] |
Title: That's All I Want
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) nefertari_nz
Genre: Angst/fluff/randomness
Rating: PG
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya
Synopsis: I never meant to fall for him. It was certainly not anything I had intended, or expected, or wanted. But it happened all the same.
Comments: Ok, so I remember starting this for a challenge, but I'm damned if I can remember what the challenge was or what it was for or ANYTHING like that, but I thought it deserved to be finished since I'm finishing off all my other DxS's XD; The end is probably a little weak, but I hope you enjoy the rest of it =D
( That's All I Want )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Twelve |
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March 9th, 2008 at 6:57pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 12/??
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: The car sped through the streets, Kyo seeming to be in complete control. Everyone remained silent, the tension palpable. Shinya still wasn't sure what he should think. About this, about Die, about remembering Kaoru ... about anything. He stared at the back of Die's head, but the red head still faced straight ahead, not one muscle moving.
Comments: HOLY SHIT IT'S BEEN NEARLY A YEAR SINCE I UPDATED THIS. I really wouldn't be surprised if NO ONE remembers this. Though I hope you do XD;; With any luck I'll actually get this finished in a decent amount of time, since my muse has finally returned, seemingly for good, so I'll be able to finish off the other half-done ones as well. But yeah, enough rambling XD; HOPE THIS IS STILL ENJOYED =D
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four // Chapter Five // Chapter Six // Chapter Seven // Chapter Eight // Chapter Nine // Chapter Ten // Chapter Eleven
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Twelve )
...comments are love ♥
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| Reality and Illusions, Intro |
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November 10th, 2007 at 6:06pm] |
Title: Reality and Illusions
Chapters: 1/?
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: Angst/fluff/randomness
Warnings: None yet.
Rating: This chapter: PG.
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya
Synopsis: Surely love is good, right? How can love ever be a bad thing?
Comments: Aaaaand I'm back. Yeah >_>; ANYWAY, have a rather strange beginning to what will likely be a rather strange fic inspired by, of all things, Ibara no Namida by L'arc~en~Ciel. And written, as always, for my beautiful wife, xxxshinyasxxx <3
( Reality and Illusions, Intro )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Torment and the Pain |
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June 23rd, 2007 at 1:40pm] |
Title: The Torment and the Pain
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: Angst/fluff/randomness
Warnings: mentions of alcoholism
Rating: R
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya
Synopsis: Those are my first thoughts waking up, almost every single day. The only times I don't have that thought is after a night of drinking, and that's only because I'm usually too busy thinking I'm going to die.
Comments: Good lord it's been a while since I've written anything. Anyway, initial idea came when I was listening to Infection (D'espairsRay), not that anything other than the first line has anything to do with the song. This is also written for (as usual <3) my wifeh xxxshinyasxxx. Yes. We got lj-married a couple of weeks ago ♥ ♥ ^___^ Not that this came out anything like how I was originally intending XP
( The Torment and the Pain )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Ten |
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May 5th, 2007 at 10:09pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 10/??
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: “You think I'd throw you out now that I've finally found you? Now that I've gotten you away from that miserable excuse for a human?”
Comments: Well, my original outline had twelve chapters, but it seems to have lengthened itself, to the point that I don't know how long it will take. Probably not many more, but we'll see. Apologies for taking so long with this one. This week has been pretty crap, and recent events seem to suggest it's just going to get worse. I'll try to keep up-to-date though ^^
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four // Chapter Five // Chapter Six // Chapter Seven // Chapter Eight // Chapter Nine
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Ten )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Seven |
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April 21st, 2007 at 5:54pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 7/?
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: “Tell me he'll be alright.” he whispered, fear filling him, both for Hizumi himself and for Tsukasa who surely would have been with him and would have witnessed whatever it was that had happened.
“Shinya, you know I can't say that. Not without-”
“Can't you just pretend?” Shinya snapped, jerking his body away from Die.
Comments: Lol. So yeah...here the plot is beginning to thicken, as it were. Or something ^_^; Enjoy! =D
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four // Chapter Five // Chapter Six
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Seven )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Five |
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April 15th, 2007 at 9:33pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 5/?
Author: nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: For the most part Shinya had just sat around the room, although Die had given him permission to walk around the house. Truth be told, Shinya was just too tired to do anything much, and so he had been grateful for the peace that he had been given.
Comments: This chapter I'm going to dedicate to xxxshinyasxxx, for being such a good friend. I hopes you feel better now ^_^
Slowly, slowly, things are starting to fall into place. I don't really have much more to say to that ^_^;
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Five )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Four |
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April 14th, 2007 at 7:35pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 4/?
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: He groaned, forcing unwilling muscles to respond, pulling himself into a sitting position.
Comments: Introduction of a couple more characters =D Things are starting to move along now for certain people, too ^_^
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Four )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Three |
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April 8th, 2007 at 10:54pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 3/?
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: Shinya stood stiffly at Die's side, the older man still keeping his arm firmly around the younger's shoulders.
Comments: Hmmm. Things are starting to get a bit worse for some characters, a bit better for others. And now begins the introduction of a few more ^_^ Enjoy!
Prologue // Chapter One // Chapter Two
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Three )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter Two |
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April 7th, 2007 at 4:28pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 2/?
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: Shinya sat in the back of the car, too scared to move even an inch. His whole body was rigid, the shock of seeing the man from the night before rendering him unable to even speak.
Comments: Ok. This chapter is relatively light. That's all I really have in the way of comments on this today ^_^; I hope you enjoy, though!
Prologue // Chapter One
( The Cold of Night, Chapter Two )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night, Chapter One |
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April 1st, 2007 at 8:32pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: 1/?
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst.
Warnings: Sexual abuse. Prostitution. Rape. Attempted rape. (not all the time though ^_^;)
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, HizumixTsukasa, others to come.
Synopsis: The young man with the bleached blond hair remembered being pulled along the street, the one who had grabbed him from the road ahead of him, but that was as far as his memory went. He had woken up inside the house, surrounded by the anxious eyes of the other boys he worked with.
Comments: To start off with, the warnings are there for a reason. There will be a lot of not very nice stuff in this fic. That being said, it should still have enough nice to keep things balanced. I hope. Anyhoo, I hope you enjoy!!
Prologue
( The Cold of Night, Chapter One )
...comments are love ♥
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| The Cold of Night - Prologue |
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March 31st, 2007 at 12:49pm] |
Title: The Cold of Night
Chapters: Prologue
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst. Fluff.
Rating: This chapter PG, overall NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, others to come.
Synopsis: He walks the night streets, not really knowing where he is going or what he is doing. He's been doing this for almost as long as he can remember, and sometimes it frightens him that he's never really known a normal life.
Comments: Bunny pounced, so I must obey. This I think shall be a little darker than normal. Also, the prologue is in the present tense, but the rest will be in the past. >_>
( The Cold of Night - Prologue )
...comments are love ♥
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| This Will Be Ours, Chapter Ten |
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March 17th, 2007 at 7:57pm] |
Title: This Will Be Ours
Chapters: 10/?
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: AU. Angst. Fluff.
Rating: This chapter PG, overall NC-17
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, KyoxKaoru, Toshiyax?, OCs
Synopsis: Die flicked his hair back out of his face, frowning as he worked on his project. So far he had made about three sketched lines, and that was it.
Comments: It took me pretty much all day just to write this tiny chapter, so my apologies if it sucks. Also my apologies for taking so long to get it written at all...life does get in the way, sometimes. Anyway, hopefully things will be getting back on track. now ^_^
Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four // Chapter Five // Chapter Six // Chapter Seven // Chapter Eight // Chapter Nine
( This Will Be Ours, Chapter Ten )
...comments are love ♥
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| Silence |
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March 10th, 2007 at 4:04pm] |
Title: Silence
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: chosha_sama aka nefertari_nz
Genre: Fluff/Angst.
Rating: R, though only for language.
Pairings/Characters: DiexShinya, mentions of the others.
Synopsis: Die looks back on his and Shinya's relationship.
Comments: This was done for melinen's Shinya Birthday Challenge. Done for the theme "Enjoy the silence". I'll get back onto "This Will Be Ours" soon. I hope. Have a bit of a block at the moment T_T
( Silence )
...comments are love ♥
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